it's been a while

sorry for the delay, to the 3 of you who actually read this.  sometimes i get on writing kicks and sometimes i get on not writing kicks.  i don't want to just sum up what has been going on, because that won't do my thoughts justice, so i'll try to get in some time recapping later.  for now, i dreamt last night that i was at this party, trying to pick up on how to play a game i had never heard of.  i was trying to understand the point of the game, but i couldn't grasp it.  of course since this is my dream, my brain is the one making up the rules, and my brain is the one that can't figure out how it's played.  that's a trip, eh?