welcome

i've successfully failed at 2 other blogs/journals in my life, so maybe the 3rd time is a charm.  in the past my reasonings have been in the "i'm an open book, see?" realm.  thoughts about "truth" and "honesty."  at 26 i know we all distort the truth, not in a malicious way, but the mere fact that we can only reiterate our own perception of the truth, not truth itself.

i also don't feel like revealing every damn thing about myself, so i'm not going to.   i stumbled across my last blog, 4 years old now, and i realize that part of trying this out again is to gain perspective on my own life... probably now much more than in the past.  i realized a lot of things about myself have changed, but i also noticed many things are the same, some of which are almost sad to realize i haven't moved forward on.  you might get more about that later.  for the moment you just get an introduction, so enjoy.  there is no such thing as an uninteresting person, only another person uninterested.