antisocial

i've been feeling rather antisocial lately.  i don't really know what it is.  there have been several parties i've been invited to that i just haven't felt like going to.  i haven't been spending a lot of time at velocipede.   part of why i broke up with Kim was that i felt like i wasn't able to do all the things i wanted to do, including meeting new people, spending time at velocipede, going to parties, etc.  now i have the freedom to do so and i don't feel like doing it?  i blame the weather.

whatever the reason, i've decided it's no big deal.  i'll feel like going out more again and there will still be parties.  so for now i guess i'll just be content with being cooped up in my (fairly) warm little apartment.  plus when i'm lucky i get some company anyway.